Yes, its true I am no longer Naqshbandi Haqqani murids. Although I received tons of threats and criticism on this, I am redha to Allah swt. I finally realize what is the reality of being in Tariqah. Its not about being a cheerleader cheering and clapping the shaykh or being a murid to the famous shaykh. Its about completing your wirid (awrad) everyday. Being real not poseur. Anyway, I have nothing against Shaykh Nazim and Shaykh Hisham, may Allah bless them both.