Jumaah mubarak

Today is the first Jumaah in the blessed month of Rejab. Jumaah Mubarak everyone! Alhamdulilah, we are thankful to Allah swt for his love, mercy and guidance as we seek his forgiveness for our unlawful behaviour which we are unaware in each seconds of our life. Everything we do in this life being part of the temporary world is Ibadah. Our work is Ibadah, our friendship is Ibadah, seeking knoweldge is Ibadah, to help fellow human beings regardless of their race or religion is also an Ibadah and marriage is also an ibadah. The goal in life is Allah. Our hearts aim is Allah and nothing else matter. So everything we do in life is connected to Allah swt, merely to say everything is HIM and we are nothing. Our purely existence is just a shadow and Allah is the only REAL EXISTENCE. If Allah doesnt give us sight, can we see with our eyes, if Allah doesnt give us voice are we able to talk? If Allah doesnt allow us to walk even when we have legs, can we walk? The only time humans understand this is when he or she was hit by a stroke and he or she is not mobile then they realize its Allah who make me move and its Allah who make everything in this world possible for me. So who am I? Nothing not even the worth of a dust.

Allah created every single creations with HIS wisdom and absoulte power that each creations have its own beauty and Allah created in such a way for the creations to glorify Allah in its own way. Allah swt said in a hadith Qudsi I am a hidden creations therefore I create creations so they know me. The sole purpose of being in Tariqah is to realize and know only Allah and rely only to Allah and have certainty anything that happen in life, only Allah have the key to everything. may Allah forgive me and bless you.

Rejab mubarak everyone

I'm not writing on this blog for the sake of against anyone or any group. I am just stating the facts of what I think. Whether its right or wrong, its up to you to decide. Everyone have their point of views and each one of us understand things differently and this is the reason why there are many ways to Allah. Tonight is the begining of the Blessed month Rejab. Rejab Mubarak everyone.

Just a thought

I really dont know why all of a sudden, I have the means to write again on this blog. Its been very long since I abandon it. It seems like the spirit of doing it only last 2 months. Its not about being burn out or losing passion. I guess its more of disciplining ourselves in doing something. I was thinking of closing this blog but my wife often told me not do so. She had such fond memory of we getting to know each other back then when i was like so passionate about this blog. By the way, the whole saga of me leaving the Naqshbandi Haqqani is like as if i had apostate. Old friends left me, some tried to convince me to return. Well, there are those who mocked you, hurt you with their sms. I find it strange and weird when people decide to change their path, there are people who will go above higher than even to Allah and saying, you will be curse, you will be leading a downfall and the list of negative statements and remarks goes on and on. Tariqah is becoming more of a cult than a spiritual path.

This incident awake me from being slumber all this while. It make me keep thinking again and again, whats the purpose of being in a Tariqah. Is it because to have the sense of belonging to a group? is it to show people you are majority? is to inform people you are better though you try to conduct yourself with humility? Or is it to tell the whole world your shaykh is the best and highest among other Shaykh? Now, its a reality check. I cant blame those who dont understand what Tariqah is about having bad impression on Tariqah due to the people who claim to practice tariqah with no adab and let alone Akhlaq. I cant say much, people see what you are doing and its reflecting to them in many ways, its not right.

My views about Tariqah and tasawuf had completely change when I begin to discover about other Tariqah such as Tijaniyah, Shadhiliyah, Badawiyyah and many more but this doesnt mean the ones i know before are wrong or deviate. Its not about which Tariqah is the best, the last one, the pure one neither its about Imam Mehdi or whose shaykh is Sultanul awliyah. Tariqah is about completing our daily wirid and awrad without trying not to miss it and doing it consistently, if not whats the point of being in the Tariqah if you cant even complete the wirid and awrad consistently. It doesnt help you. A car cant move its engine if it doesnt have oil to refine it and making it into energy. Whats the point of being with a shaykh all the time and yet you failed to do your awrad and wirid daily too? Its like you are making yourself close with your boss and yet you dont work and expect salary, worst still a bonus from him or her. Its dillusion, we are not a cheerleader to cheer for the shaykh, what we want is to be a real seeker. And the real one seek the light...At the end of the path and our last breath, we want is the reality of Prophet s.a.w. and Allah swt and this is why we are in Tariqah. Other than this is all hidden shirk with other intentions beside Allah and his Beloved Prophet s.a.w. may Allah bless you and forgive me, a poor servant.

Change

Yes, its true I am no longer Naqshbandi Haqqani murids. Although I received tons of threats and criticism on this, I am redha to Allah swt. I finally realize what is the reality of being in Tariqah. Its not about being a cheerleader cheering and clapping the shaykh or being a murid to the famous shaykh. Its about completing your wirid (awrad) everyday. Being real not poseur. Anyway, I have nothing against Shaykh Nazim and Shaykh Hisham, may Allah bless them both.

Shaam (Syria) Sacred Chanting & Poetry

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In the Presence of the Beloved s.a.w.

The Limited Edition of Debu Palace Trabadour CD and Book

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